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Change the voices in your head...make them like you instead

I woke up today and weighed 92.6kgs. Possibly a tad from dehydration (yay vodka nights) but I'll take it. Missed class cos of course I did.

I ate a pear when I woke up and just had lunch (1 bowl of shorbat kuba without the kuba obvi, w/ extra silverbeets w/ a few parsnip pieces and tiny noodle things, a few slices of avocado, handful of olives and 2 gherkins). Wow that really sounds like a lot.

I'm trying to avoid 2 things: 1) purging and 2) eating more.

Im so worried about gaining weight tomorrow that it's all I'm thinking about right now. It's 4pm and I'm going clubbing with the girls tonight so I'll eat at 8pm:

then vodka with sprite zero tonight and tomorrow night for Bojana's 30th.

Spontaneous eating disorder recovery: commence!!



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